Dear God, You are completely good, and perfect, and just, and holy. Your Word tells me that You have good plans for me, and that all things will work out together for the good. You also tell me that i will suffer. and if i suffer for You that is a good thing. Help make me more mature and complete. And i know i have been asking You to make me more mature and complete, and to use me and let me share in Your sufferings, but really? You think i can handle all this? You know i cant. You know this is the tipping point and there is no other place i can go but to You and Your arms. And i thank You. And i praise You. That though this has been the hardest couple weeks of my life, that though You are taking EVERYTHING i once held dear away, i know YOU are in control and You are GOOD! I know that this trial i am in is not because You hate me, but that You discipline those You love.That those who join in Your suffering will also join in Your righteousness. and for that reason i count each insult, each jab, each hurt as gain.
This world has nothing for me i will follow YOU! Right into Kenya...
If you read this, please pray that God continues to mature me, but that i will be able to endure, keep my focus on Him and not lose faith hope or love....thanks and much love!
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